Behind the Paint
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Behind the Paint (2003)

Violent J

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Within this book is archived the complete autobiography of the lives of the Insane Clown Posse. It details all of the struggles and victories they have endured as they forged their own path towards the gates of Shangri-La. It is their story spoken by Violent J himself. From their childhood adventures to their dark teenage years to the dream of starting their own record label, this is their unique story told for the first time in its entirety. It describes how the controversial band became an underground sensation without the help of radio, video or the corporate mainstream.

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9780974184609

Genres: memoir, biography, nonfiction

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